I nearly gave myself a heart attack this morning, I absolutely panicked. I tried to call H about S's bday tomorrow and his night-time message (DND) was still on his office phone. He knows mom is visiting this evening, and I was scared s***less that he got suspicious of me, decided to stay home and clear out some stuff. Turns out he just forgot to switch his DND off when he arrived this morning. I am getting paranoid, but I don't think he's on to me about moving out because he was talking about next year's benefits package at work and what we were signing up for.

I think Mom is furious at him. She asked if he isn't there while she is, do I want to get a few things out tonight and throw them in her car? I just might if he isn't around.

Tomorrow is lease signing and new bank accounts!


W42/H42/M20
S/19,D/17
On My Own: 11/28/09