LOL - I must sound better than I feel! It has been a hard week and while I am looking to try to make the holidays as fun and special as I can, I am having a hard time getting my heart into it.
A year ago, I was okay. I was frustrated by my workaholic H becoming more so at that point. Then his revelations about how messed up he was shook me up as I realized how deep his issues ran. Of course, I figured "we" could weather them because I didn't have any inkling that he would throw me under the bus - that was just NOT who he was. And here we are.
