as with others on here - I dream and hope - but try to build my life.

holidays are hard.
missing my old friend is hard.
missing the physical touch of another is hard.

just hard - and then sad -
but i can't stay there---- you just have to move on...... and that too is hard.

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again