BUNS, ABS, AND HEART OF STEEL #3

[cagzmom]

Trusting you are asking Why-- and you know they can't answer because yes - they would lie and more important I truly dont think they know why.

you are suffering another level of loss my friend. I am sorry...I KNOW the pain. Though my x did not buy a home with someone or the OW I do understand the feeling of them building soemthing else without you....and it just plain hurts. there is no answer -and THAT for those of us who are problem SOLVERS is very very hard to take.

I dont have any magic words - but I can tell you, that those who have walked this before us say that as we heal the pain changes.

Cant say we will ever know what happened T. As with you, I hope I get to understand as well.. WE loved with all ourselves - and as with you I looked forward to the next phase of life with my x. NEVER did I think I would be here, yet I am....

Look back and SEE how far your heart has come. I still remember reading your post on your 12 days before court..... and then last year you walked me through again - and now here we are again friend.. Another holiday walk.

WE CAN DO THIS!!
your friend,
cagzmom