I've been avoiding talking to her because it's too hard for me right now. I'll probably keep it little-to-no-contact now, but I'm wondering when is a good time to start building up to more...
Maybe when "it's not too hard for (you)"
Maybe when I learn to bite my tongue and pretend I'm the nice guy I should be. Maybe when I'm not reacting. IC doesn't start until Dec. 7 and things are better but I'm still being so stupid and emotional.
~Mark
Me: 38 W: 34 Together: 9yrs 1st M: may '03 1st D: april '08 1st bomb: june '08 remarried: oct '08 2nd bomb: aug '09 --(W asked for D one week into 3 mo. trial separation which was meant to save our M)
