BUNS, ABS, AND HEART OF STEEL #3

[peacetoday]

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I think there were a few turning points for me
the D
meeting someone else--the strong feelings of being attracted to BF
XH M OW

somehow with all these turns of events, I do not see reconciliation as even the slimest of possibilities
I meditated a lot during seperation
I had strong feelings that XH would return
so I wonder what all that was
was I really in touch with intuition
I dont know
Now I meditate and feel everything is perfect as it is
nothing to change
I get a strong gut feeling to let XH go
we have little contact
I too am about as happy as I can evewr remember
I would only want to see xh in a more sane place
a place where he visits his kids and is a loving father
I know I have to accept him as he is today
and As he is is also a turning point and more of a reason to validate my choice to let him go
you will find your way when the time is right
Peace