Trusting...I could of wrote what you wrote....except my Dad is passed but I imagine even my Dad woudl come to the point your Dad has...I know If I had a daughter.....I would...but i read what u wrote and I could write it all...while i have not dated at all......I sometimes have that battle in my mind.....is it ok for me to date....then I think ughhhhhhhh which tells me I am not ready anyway....but my sister told me I will never be ready....
I really feel like sometimes your beliefs are like a rope around your neck......but no its called scantification.....i know i have a very close time line on all as u and feel i am in the same place....