'' I had an awakening this morning"

[acsnow]

My W says she wants to be my best friend and be apart of my life regardless of what happens. Thats what I am going to do. Just see her as my friend.

Yes, I did say that didn't I? I am just so messed up and confused and can't think straight. It has been a bad week for me. I know I have to pull myself together. I was doing real good up untill this past Sunday when I asked my wife out to breakfast(big mistake)(a date). But my sister convinced me into to it.(another big mistake)(getting advice from family) This weekend will be big deal for me.