Can I save my marriage?

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It feels good. As much as I miss the boys and my H, its nice to have time to myself too. I am a stay at home mom, my life revolved around raising my boys, cleaning the house, doing laundry, running to appointments, cooking my H his meals, taking care of him and boys to the best of my ability. I started to leave the house with yoga pants and a ponytail. But now I have time to actually style my hair, and dress up when I leave. Its nice to have that time. I wouldn't trade it in the world for my family back, don't get me wrong, but I will enjoy it while I can. Its a huge 180 for me to take the time to do myself up as much as I have been lately, and get out and be around people. My H noticed it a few weeks ago, nothing has changed its only gotten better. This is one 180 I hope helps me in the long run.

Trent, I do feel better. I feel more energetic lately. My stomach still stings from time to time. Mostly on the days when I have contact with him just cause I'm so nervous. But I have to move past this, or I will never heal.

That boundary you set with me was the hardest thing I've had to deal with in the last two weeks. I look forward to your kind words and advice on a daily basis. When I wasn't getting it, it really sucked. But I pulled through. I see now where that got both of us today. To a whole better place. So thank you