To be honest, I have been thinking a lot about his revelation re: his feelings for my sister. I DO NOT deserve to be treated like that. I know he was 'being honest with me' because I asked him about their phone conversations. It's just the more I think about it, the more pissed off it get! I mean, I understand feelings are not controllable BUT the way you choose to react to them are. I am moving towards a place where I deserve better and I DO deserve to have a man who is 'in love' with me and ONLY me.
It still hits home occasionally, but the crying has stopped. If he wants to be with me he will. If he wants to D, it will happen eventually. I can't live everyday waiting on him, and like a previous post today said "He is already gone!!!" What, telling him to do his dishes and get the kids to bed early is going to make him never come back??? Oh well, he needs to grow a damn backbone and face up to his commitment to this family.
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Me: 33 / H: 36 M: 10y / T: 14y 3 kids BD: 2/22/14 Live in separation 3/8/14 H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14 H moved out 4/25/14 2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month
