Can I save my marriage?

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Trent,

I'm going to continue to play it cool. I feel when I do, I make progress. My parents are coming to visit this weekend, so that will keep my mind of things for a few days. Also hosting a baby shower on sunday, so very excited for that!

I once thought that my actions from that horrible night I had were detrimental to my marriage, but I've learned that people make mistakes and go about things the wrong way sometimes. I'm only human. And I think that H may have realized that as well. That I can't be this perfect person for him. We all have faults. As mad as he was a week ago, he is now calling for no reason and studdering on the phone, so that goes to show you I CAN do this. I've learned not to get so down on myself when I may have worded something incorrectly to him, or answered the phone when I shouldn't have or whatever it may be. Since my MC session on Monday, I feel much better about myself. I had a bad day yesterday, but feel happy today. I went for a tan, went for a walk with a friend, shampooed my living room rug, and am now going to get ready for work this evening. I miss my husband and my boys, but it will get easier.