'' I had an awakening this morning"

[acsnow]

The one thing going for me is that my W to this day has not said that she wants a divorce. She just wants to be alone and wants me to move on with my life. Thats why I still think there is hope. Once I get back into the house I am going to feel that I am in a better place. Just me thinking about being at the house puts my mind more at ease nowing that I am doing this for "ME".