Great frusturation really got to me. I started feeling like nothing was ever going to change no matter how much I prayed. I saw no signs of anything getting better with my W, but instead her just continuing to move on with other guys.
Once your W moves onto a second or third guy after the first A, you start to wonder if it really is over and you have just been kidding yourself. It can really test your faith. It has been a hard road and I just haven't even seen a breakthrough of any kind. Not even a small one. So it was just great frusturation feeling emotionally exhausted.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...