forward - what you suggested saying last time, about reconciliation not being realistic - I'm starting to feel that way now. H continues to make bad choices. Still has ties to ex-ow and has been in contact again with psycho ex-gf (before me). When I think of these 2 things alone, I can't imagine why I would want to have a life with this man.
Still no reply from H. He has 4 days to set a time to meet. I don't expect it to happen. Thinking of how I'm going to move forward with the D from here. I don't think that H will man-up to even discuss the terms with me. All the patience I've had for him over the past 3 and a half years is quickly fading. H has been a coward from start to finish. The thought of spending the rest of my life with this kind of person does make it easier to move forward.