'' I had an awakening this morning"

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I am reading DR right now. Also read 5 Love Languges. I have a copy of this "180 list" in my truck that I read through every day. I know it is going to be a rollercoaster.
I am pretty good at being a roommate. Thats how we have lived the past 4 yrs, except we used to say "I Love You" in the morning before work and before we went to bed, and gave each other a kiss. Is was just a routine. I do love her very much, but I know that I will not be showing those acts of affection.