Here is the thing I realize last night that I am enjoying pushing her buttons. I have been walking around on eggshells for two years not saying anything and now I feel like what are you going to do leave me.
She was super pissed about the comment on the kids.
I now realize that CityGirl is right nothing positive will come out of button pushing and I have now decided to stop.
Another thing that I do not know how to handle.
All she wants to talk about is money, custody arangements and all that stuff.
I have explained that I will sit down and discuss it after we move. She won't let up on it. There was another email this morning about it.
We are moving in two different directions here.
I want to put it back together she wants to take it apart.
What next? The discussion about money and custody is one step closer to the end.
Any suggestions on how to proceed???
I feel okay emotionally but she is beating me down to the point where I want to say F**K IT GO THEN HAVE A NICE LIFE.
