Puppy,not sure what they look like yet, I'm going to fill the prescription this morning. He didn't mention that they take a while to kick in though. How long? It was kind of an informal meeting in the staff room so I don't blame him for getting to into it.

As for the meds I hope they help. I'm not sure what anxiety really is but would they help me with something like this?

Yesterday I talked to H on the phone about S3's preschool and his was with his father at the time so it was quite brief as he didn't want to say too much in front of him. Good quick conversation. Then I needed to get a number of one of his buddies at work so I could contact his girlfriend for her rsvp for my baby shower on sunday. So I quickly called H, and asked for the number. He gave it to me. I said "Thanks!" He then said "wait, I'll give you his cell too", so he looked on his directory and couldn't find it. I said " No problem thanks again" He then goes "Soooooooooo....ya" It was awkward, and I really felt like he was trying to think of something to say but couldn't. Now normally this wouldn't mean anything, but to me right now it does. Is this anxiety? I didn't dwell on it ALL night, but I certainly thought about it a few times as a means of hope. Would you classify this as anxiety? Hung up on his every word?


M: 31
H: 29
Married: 6 yrs
Children : 7yr old, 5yr old, 2yr old





Separated: Sept. '09
Moved Back In for wrong reasons: Nov. 30, 09
Recomitted to our Marriage: Jan. 25, 10
Threatening to leave again: July,14