Try this instead - Make the list however just list what is in your life that you are thankful for - Leave him out of it for now and focus on you and your kids...Hugs
Serenity,
I took your advice and now have a piece of paper hanging on my bathroom mirror. Everytime I see it I plan to add something I am thankful for to the list.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning
