Only saw your post now, sorry you are moving towards D. I wish you strength and take heart in the fact that you did all you could to save your M. I hope that once it is over you will find peace and happiness again.
I know that the connection she has with her guru and her K-stuff is going to make it very difficult for us to make the M work.
You hit the nail on the head when u said that the energy she is spending with her Guru and her K stuff is damaging. Even her parents said this to me and said they did not think it was fare that all her spare time was spent with him and not together as a family.
I saw it again today in the MC session. She said she "I do care for you" but she "Needs to go on her path" I could see the conflict going on inside her.
There was a piece of paper on her nightstand last night that had bible versus and messages next it that said " Follow through" "Be decisive" "It will cost you" written on it.
All I can do now is take it day-by-day, moment-by-moment. I want this M; I will not be the one to walk away.
I will continue to work on myself, and be the best I can be for my S & me. I need to keep believing that all things are possible, but whatever happens I will be ok in the end.
M: 30 W: 32 Married: 9 years s: 2.8 Bomb dropped: 7-10-09 same house, bed, no physical contact My sitch: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1871805&page=1
