W did continue with her drinking this week, but mostly smaller amounts. However, another bad sign. She overslept for work. She usually goes in between 5am and 6:30, has to be there by 7. She got up at 7, and skipped all her morning routine. That's never happened before.
Two things this morning. She started getting ready for work at 3am. She is still using the master bathroom for showers only. I went ahead and got up and went downstairs to do some work. She eventually comes in the office to talk to me about D17. She says they had a fight on Sunday and D17 is very angry with her. She thinks it's a problem with D17's birth control pills effecting her moods, and wants to schedule a doctors appointment for her after thanksgiving. She adds "of course, there is some stress in the house". no kidding!
It's basically her talking, and me saying "I understand".
The thing is she looked stunning, and it shook me up again. I've been avoiding her in the mornings. I can smell the perfume after she leaves, but this is the first time I've really seen her. New dress, hair, perfume. I couldn't really look straight at her.
I've been suspicious of her leaving so early in the mornings. She used to leave at 6:30, not 5. I checked cell phone records, and she had a 20 minute phone call with suspect OM yesterday. So after she left, I waited 5 minutes and then drove over to her work to see if she was there. It's a desperate thing to do, right? Well, her car was there, and
I'm feeling stupid. I need to focus on the other problems.
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