It's no use.I cant explain it. I am confused. The bottom line is, I dont know if I love him enough romantically and since I do believe that this Quantum of Solace could flourish to something more, ONLY if he would step up the "wining back" process and he doesnt,I want to quit. I am thinking of quiting.
I am not throwing what happened in his face. He spends days with us and he hears nothing from me about it. Not a word. Even if some days, he keeps his phone close, or never answered to my request for his email passwords, or never replied about the counceling... Even when we sleep in the same bed and he doesnt hug me, I go to him and snuggle and go back to my side discouraged because he wont respond...
Why do I want him to tell me he loves me? Because he doesnt show it. Maybe if I heard it, it would help me feel closer.
Let's keep it "light" here. I feel bad talking about it over and over again. K
