Yeah, I read it now and that looked stupid. You are right. But I meant it's time to make a final decision and because it muct be final, I have to proceed with caution.
And my not unless another person steps in was relevant to the future R we could have. I bet no new person would appreciate and be happy about 2 exs spending much time with each other, you know?
And, I need MY man to feel sexy, etc etc. It's the way I am wired. And I am fine with that. How sexy would I feel on an isolated island? Horny maybe, sexy, hmmm? Nope. K