... I am glad that I have waited. I am so much more equipped to deal with the next phase be it coming closer together or drifting apart.
I think you're better equipped too. I've noticed in your recent posts you seem calmer. In the earlier days there were times where you were so angry and sad and you let it out. While it needed to be done, it wasn't the best state for making decisions. It's like you've taken a deep breath and have really looked inside. And dare I say it seems he is making baby steps in that direction too. Stay strong.
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh