Trust me when I say this - I can give you great advice ( I learned from the best) however when I used to have F2F with my H I seemed to turn into a friggen bowl of mush and could never say what I really wanted to say at that point in time...
All he had to do was throw a few I love you's my way and I was done...
Then he would start kissing me and get back in his car and go to her -
That hurt me so much however I never knew how to stop it until I posted here...
Then I learned to act as if we were just discussing business and after the first couple of times it started working...
If he leaned in to kiss me, I pulled away...
I was never rude however no way was he going to makeout with me at work then drive to his den of sin and bang her ever again.
I am thankful we don't F2F anymore right now...
That would involve him removing the rose colored glasses he wears and he isn't ready...
I still won't win any awards either lol...
I know how you feel right now and I am sorry...
I am so sorry for your pain...
Try this instead - Make the list however just list what is in your life that you are thankful for - Leave him out of it for now and focus on you and your kids...Hugs
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~