Trying LRT - Please Help!

[motherof3]

I pretty much ignored H the entire time and probably came off as a little snobbish. It is hard for me to be cordial with H in face to face situations.

Sorry to say this however you had a perfect opportunity for your DBing/180's to shine and you didn't take it.

I know it and am kicking myself for it now. As I probably won't have another F2F opportunity again until after Thanksgiving. If only I had a giant life remote with a rewind button. Then I could just re-record right over the entire encounter. Better yet, maybe I should rewind several months or even years. Now that my eyes have been opened there are a great deal of things I would do differently.

I find it very ackward and uncomfortable. Just not ready for that I guess.

This is why you act "as if" until you feel it...Yes inside you may feel weird or uncomfortable or just plain out of your comfort zone however in time it becomes a part of you until you are no longer acting.

I certainly won't be winning an academy award tonight.

H used to display all of the items on the list.

So now make a new list instead - Starting with all he does display that you are thankful for.

Never thought of that. I will try it.

You have been very helpful to me. Thank you. I will try and take a peak at your sitch soon. I will be praying for you too.