I pretty much ignored H the entire time and probably came off as a little snobbish. It is hard for me to be cordial with H in face to face situations.
Sorry to say this however you had a perfect opportunity for your DBing/180's to shine and you didn't take it.
Originally Posted By: motherof3
I find it very ackward and uncomfortable. Just not ready for that I guess.
This is why you act "as if" until you feel it...Yes inside you may feel weird or uncomfortable or just plain out of your comfort zone however in time it becomes a part of you until you are no longer acting.
Originally Posted By: motherof3
H used to display all of the items on the list.
So now make a new list instead - Starting with all he does display that you are thankful for.
Originally Posted By: motherof3
How did this happen right before my eyes?
Sounds just like my thread earlier today.
Hugs and prayers for you my friend
Get some rest tonight, have a peaceful sleep and sweet dreams.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~