After all these years my love for my husband has grown deeper....deeper but different somehow........going on 3 yrs. compared to other people this is just the beginning....oh boy having a big time pity party tonight.....must be because for the first time some of my children will not be here......i dont know how to cook small turkey day dinners...... They have all grown up and have different lives of their own....must be twhy I feel the way I feel.....guess 25yrs is right about not having outside friends....I do but I dont ever do anything with them