Hope.
Hope that he will re-engage.
Hope that he will grow up.

And ego, I think. I didn't want this, why should *I* be the one to "call it"?

But my head knows there is no hope. He's been disconnected for awhile. I'm just a FWB when I look at it from the outside.

Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing