In shock...

[praying_in_GA]

So, he just called me here at work. He said "hey, I just wanted to call and see how you are doing. It has been a while since I asked. I kinda feel like I abandoned you and wanted to check on you." I said "I'm fine!" He said "ok, if you don't want to talk about it that's fine, I just wanted to check." I said "I am fine. Right now I am trying to decide where I want this to go. But everything is fine." He said "oh, ok." Then I told him I had to go back to work and that I would call the kids later.

I am so bad on the spot!! I wish I would have had something better to say than "trying to decide...." Damn it!! Tell me I didn't screw up too bad!