That 'first love' feeling is the brain being stormed by chemicals...similar to chocolate. The reason it doesn't last...despite testimonials to the contrary is that it would burn our brains out.
Hollywood has done marriage a disservice in that, it portrays this as a lasting feeling and if you don't have it something is wrong.
Live, what do you do at this point?
What do you want to do? I must say that you seem to have your head screwed on straight and tight to make your marriage work out. What you say about her seems to hit alot of the MLC highlights. You...wow, simply put for someone who seems new to this, you have mastered (at least in what you present) many things that others struggle for a long time trying to nail down.
My question for you, what do you have to lose by trying either course of action?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
