At this point I dont know what to change.....I never talk to him except maybe by way of email, to check and make sure he is still alive.......should I not do that?????could you explain more as to what you mean?? and no I wont have a melt down lol..... I really do have a life, I do things with my family all the time....we go camping, go to movies, spend time with my girls and my son...dont know what else to do.....but I do know one thing I done want another man in my life...... I like coming and going as I please.....just wish he was more responsible with c/s.working on that too.
