Well after hearing some heavenly words, back to earth we come. Came home and found letter from mortgage company, now H has no contract we are going to find paying the mortgage hard if not impossible. So I txt him saying we need to sit down and sort out a plan of action for the bills, so far I have taken paying them onboard but obviously cant with no money. Even though I know have a job the mortgage alone would be my salary.
Ended up talking on the phone to H who has a cold so I tempered my conversation, saying that we needed to sort this out, he said he agreed we needed things more separate and I tried to get over that separate accounts for bills and spending money, if we were together was a good idea, but if we wernt going to be together we needed stuff separate completely if you get my drift.
Despite his minor slip up yesterday I still feel he is dragging his feet, its so frustrating, I just want to scream Im not playing this game any more make your mind up and have done with it! ARrrrrrh
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
