She said she had a good life, the complete opposite of the life I had mind you....
Abuse,verbal,physical,sexual,divorce,foster care,bad grades,if it could've happened to a kid, it happened to me, the worst of the worst man and that was easier to deal with than this current sitch.
But through all that I stayed good and I stayed loyal and I loved vs hurting anyone.
I'm proud of how I had turned out and prouder of what I'm learning 'bout myself from you.
From her point of view...I know something happened in her childhood, I know she sought out love and I know she was never alone,she was afraid to disappoint anyone,she felt she couldn't tell her parents or I no. Her resentments are things that other people deal with everyday and that's one thing both cnslr's said that met her this summer when we went together.
"If this makes you feel better. It didn't matter who she was married to or what kind of life she had, this was going to happen and pray she catches her balance."
Knowing they don't really want to be this way, then no I'm not changing my thinking, I'm not going to get angry with her.
I want to stay righteous and GAL, and sure I could use a cuddle, but I'd rather have it with her.
