Glad you have a C appt to talk some of this stuff though.
That's a lot to deal with.
Even for someone with no real self-esteem or abandonment issues, D is a horrible, shattering experience. It takes time to pick up the pieces, and it never happens as fast as we want it to.
Hang in there.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2