I totally understand your conflict. I'm getting close to a friend of mine who I would like to continue in terms of intimacy, but am torn about wanting to R with my W.
Right now my W is like your H in terms of not wanting to deal with me. She really hasn't said anything and continues to be emotionally distant.
I told my friend we could just play it by ear and when the time comes to make a decision, we'll do it then.
Never imagined in a million years that I'd be in this sitch either.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
