I awoke with such a feeling of despair and I can't shake it.
The fine line I walk is usually ok with me however I have people telling me that it is over, to let go of him and move on and besides the people here on this board, I have 2 supporters IRL that are actually on my side (my MIL and my Pastor).
My support system is small to say the least - Most days I am just an idiot or I am stupid or a dumbass for even taking this stand much less believing he will come home.
And usually I can overlook it, however today doesn't seem to be one of those days.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
