Can I save my marriage?

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Well back to no kids for a few days. This just doesn't seem to get easier. As excited as i am to have a break from a busy busy 1 year old, and diapers and everything. I'm so sad to see them go. I miss them so much when they are gone. Thankfully I have a few shifts at work this week to get me by it. No contact with H since Monday. That doesn't seem to get easier either. As much as we have been talking lately its pulling me back to the start again. errrr...