I swear I could friggin scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H calls me to see what's going on and then tells me he needs to go to the dr.s for his shoulder/chest. I said its probably from spraying, and he says to "its my chest, didn't you hear what I said" I need to go to the dr. I said, all im saying is maybe you pulled something... he says "Don't tell me what is wrong, its my chest area" (this all was yelling at me). I said stop yelling at me, im not going to deal with it. he says he's not yelling he's telling me... UGGGGGG.. I just hung up and shut my phone off.

God give me strength to to deal with his behavior..


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.