A lot has happened since my birthday. She seems to be having a hard time with all of this she has come into my room and woken me up to talk. Not really about R stuff. Mostly about how amicable she will be when she moves out. She seemed to be looking for me to give her approval. She even wanted a hug.

She was sick yesterday. I stayed home, took S to school, picked him up, got dinner and her prescriptions as she was laid up. Not to kiss up, but because that is just the kind of guy I am.

Its hard to believe that she is willing to give up everything. She clearly loves our family and our home. I am really starting to shut off toward her anymore though.

I'm having a hard morning however. Resentment and sadness all mixed together.


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.