Hope your day is going well and I hope Greece loses today in the Ukraine, so this summer you will not have to deal with the World Cup....
I agree wholeheartedly that your H is not doing what it takes to restore your faith in him....to help rebuild your confidence as a friend, wife and lover. I told you privately and maybe here as well that I do not understand his inability to turn it up a notch (Love Languages nothwithstanding). We are all humans, part of the animal kingdom and some things don't lie.
Having said all that, I am having difficulty understanding your need to regularly send him e-mails that can do nothing to improve your situation.
<<I sent him that emial saying I kind of agree with his words of 3 years ago, "We are not a good match"....>>
What possible good can come out of rehashing something he said three years ago (what happened to believe half of what they say or whatever?) and sending it to him while he is freezing his a$$ off in the Ukraine? Are any of these e-mails (and or phone messages) going to get you any closer to your goal? I understand the need to get things off your chest, to express yourself, to be open. Some things however, are better left unsaid. Say them here, say them to your friends, tell your parents...but please stop sending him these e-mails.
