Weekend was busy, no time to really get annoyed with things.. but of course that has changed since then.
I can't do anything right with this man, and when he "thinks" in his mind that I have done something all he does is yell and bark at me. So tired of it, so tired.
Explain something to me, this wkend was my best friends daughter's birthday. We all went. H helped with the present opening and putting the cards away etc.. I couldn't believe it... NOW at his own son's party he didn't lift a finger to help me... WTF is with that???? I don'tt understand him, and im really beginning to dislike everything about him.
I don't understand it.
He has multiple people around him that tell him how lucky to have me, and his answer to that is "i've trained her well"... WTF?? I said BS... He never gives me credit for anything.
He really deserves to be alone, with his miserable self, then he wouldn't have anyone to yell at.
Sometimes at night I lay in bed and think what it would be like to be with someone that diddn't have so many issues. I know all of us have issues of some sort, but not to the extreme that he has them. To try and get someone of his age to recognize them is a whole other ordeal. I don't think he is capable of change, and that is what scares me. That I will be in the rut with him forever.
just a bad day guys.. I'll be ok.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
