Not sure what to do

[bluerain]

Oh yeah, for sure, I thought that a thousand times! But, even if I could get him to read it, he would have blown it off, just like he scoffed at everything, and everyone who didnt pat him on the a$$ and tell him that he just needed to do what made him happy!

It does still apply, even after a D, it can apply. The first rule, re-establish your friendship, is the first place to start.

You are taking better care of yourself, the CPAP is a step in the right direction, keep up those positive changes.