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I am so angry at myself. I want to be normal again.
I want that state of grace.

But I also want him to just go away. It hurts. It still hurts.


Totally understandable. It's an honest emotion but it's good that you realize that it's not a healthy emotion.

Keep working on yourself. Keep focusing on what you need to do to get your emotional health in order.

T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!