New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

Haven't posted for awhile. Trying to GAL, find things to do. I know it would help to spread my wings and be with other people. But after work and working out, I'm plain tired physically and mentally. I just don't have the strenght to link up with other folks and engage in other GAL activities. So I usually stay home reading or watching some TV.

Still maintaining my phone schedule with the boys. On the days when I don't call, we text each other or send emails. I usually call my W's cell phone to talk with the boys, and my W is usually good at getting them on the phone to talk with Dad.

Haven't talked with the W for a good week. I don't force the issue. Last time I talked with her, I just asked how she was doing, how school was. Just told her I hope all was well. Then said goodbye first. I just wanted to test the waters I guess.
But I understand the need to detach and allow time for my W to ponder and get herself out of her fog of war, if that's what she's doing.

I am stressing a bit as the holiday season approaches. I just rejoice in seeing the boys the last week of DEC.

JR