Its been ten days since my last post. Not much has changed only contact has been about the kids. I had another surgery since then but everything has checked out to be okay. finally good news. W has never asked about results or how im doing or what has doctor said. I find it very odd and cols but have bot said anything.
Ive contonued to see me counsler and working out. Ive lost 26 pds so far.I went out ob Friday with a friens and had a good time.
I had an urge tonight to call w and ask is this what she really wants but friend talked me out of it. ThANKS GOD. Somedays I feel like im making progress but I dont kmow id I am.....


Me 39 W 33
Married 7yrs Together 10
2 children 3 and 1
Says"She's moving on with her life"