Longtime coming...

[Awoken]

I just returned home from some brief work; and I wish I could have stayed out longer, but I feel like i gotta be home with the kids. It's the same sitch as normal, and not as bad as the last few days. W made some pizzas for the kids, and had a new bottle of wine there. She's retreated to the guest room, and I'll find out tomorrow how much of the wine she finishes off.

I'm feeling better than this morning; I read those two long posts I made, and I'm such a mess. Right now, I'm looking forward to the Al-anon meeting tomorrow but with some dread of the realities I'm facing.

I so appreciate everyone this afternoon.