Well, it's official.... I filed today. Mixed emotions... glad that part is over now just on to the paper work.

STBXH and I have appt with L on Mon. to go over things.... which means we have to meet this weekend to sort thru some financial stuff because the more we get settled out of her office the cheaper this will be.... that means I have to spend time with him and just hearing his voice makes me so sad... I can't imagine what this is going to do to my head on Sat or Sun....

It is so much better when I don't have to deal directly with him. Not because he is horrible but because it hurts.

The sooner we get this done the better... the L was very concerned about the gambling.

M:47
M:18
D16, S19
1st S 1/08-5/08
Reconciled/May 7, 2008
Left again Nov 9, 2009
I Filed: Nov 17, 2009
Final: April 14, 2010
EX walked away from kids too