Some call it dedication, some call it lunacy. It all depends upon your point of view. I'm not saying I have been sitting at home waiting but I haven't developed any kind of a close relationship with another woman in all these years.
I was hoping to find another connection like I had with my X but something deep inside just didn't feel right with anyone else. Rather than push the issue with someone else I decided just to live my life and not put any particular emphasis on developing any other relationship and leave the door open for her.
Pretty much leave it all to God and see what happens. So far the signs I see, feel and hear tell me to stay alone and just wait and see what happens with the X.
It's amazing what you can find to keep yourself busy with out really trying ;-) There are times I can't even fit all I want to do in any given day and have to space things out.
Patience should be a four letter word ! Early in the game it's a very difficult virtue to acquire and learn.
Good luck to all !! DavidA
You vote with your feet. Divorce final 12/24/2004 I Give Up !