Coping with Bi-Polar WAW

[CountingCrows]

Last week was really BAD at work. I'm lucky to spend most of my days in a private config room with little traffic. I can't say that I didn't have several major breakdowns in there, particularly on Friday before I cut off W's bank account access. Luckily, although several people noticed that something was wrong, I didn't have to run directly into co-workers with tears streaming down my face. This week, I feel a bit more together. Managed to corner brand new (started last Monday) upper-level boss when washing hands after lunch and got a meeting request to discuss what I do and my place in the organization. Hopefully will open a door for me.

Although W is still coming over in the mornings to see s7 off to the bus after I leave for work, things have turned really chilly. She doesn't hug/kiss me before I leave and has stopped saying ILY. I'm sure she's still trying to wrap her head around the reality of her situation.