So I guess I just need to wait and see if H will let his guard down so I can find some more intel regarding OW. Still having a bit of a hard time wrapping my head around this. I feel like this is just the tip of the iceberg and I am already losing weight over this and having problems sleeping.
Since I am SAHM, H has been getting on my case that "my life of luxury" is going to end and that I need to get a job. When DD2 was born, it was 'no point going back to work as the net pay after daycare really is not that much' to 'you need to get a job to help pay some of the bills (said 2 days ago)'. I can see that if I was working f/t that his guilt about leaving us high and dry would be less (if this is his plan).
Just rambling a bit... at least tonight I get to go out to my art class.
